Posted by Eve Williams on April 19, 2002 at 20:50:18 from 65.90.44.58 :
So, It's been almost a year. The tears are coming as I write this. A whole year. I've spent the last couple weeks crying my ass off because I feel like I'm re-living the nightmare. I'll go home see Ed and then he'll die while I'm smoking a butt on the front porch at 124 Jewett pkwy. But it's not happening again because he's not here.
Right now I'm sitting in an office in Boston preparing for the protest in D.C tomorrow against the war. On the anniversary of Ed's death I'll be doing what I feel like he would be doing protesting a war. But he was long gone physically before the attacks even started and damnit! I'm atleast happy about that. Damn!I just really miss him and I wish he was here right now to hold my hand and tell that bastard Sharon "NO!!!" but Eds not here so I'll just carry him inside.